Yea im soooo not a blogger lol ...it's only been since october lol but with good reason...we moved 100 miles away in november and we just got internet back in the house so i am able to get on the laptop again!! im telling ya im like a kid in a candy store haha... well since october here's what's been going on...we lost our beloved gpa in november ...right around thanksgiving...so there wasnt a lot of being thankful at that moment, but there is so much to be thankful for...and we know it!Christmas came and went...wasnt nothing special...but our baby girl did enjoy it so that's all that mattered! ....well we went from living in the country where there was nothing to do but go to walmart...seriously! to living in the big city and i swear im finding new things to do every weekend...my hubby just loves that(sarcasm) ...my princess is now 19 months old...walking....running...getting into EVERYTHING!...she is wonderful ...most days lol no she is great everyday but oh god she has her momma's attitude!....she has only gotten sick once since we been here and it was pretty bad....last month we ended up in the children'shospital for dehydration from a nasty illnes known as hand foot mouth disease or herpangina....ugly illness...my poor princess had blisters all in the back of her throat and could not eat or drink....i was trying to force fluids down her with a syringe but she would not swallow them...so yep...to the hospital she got admitted and stuck numerous times to get iv in her and pump her full of fluids! but afte a long week she got better...and now she is back to her spunky self!!!...oh i got a new car...i went from a 98 jeep grand cherokee to a........2010 jeep grand cherokee yep i love my jeep could not part hahahaha its great...not the payment ...but the jeep is awesome lol...well we are hoping to plan a summer vacation soon  hopefully going to sea world!!! guess thats about it for now...til next time....:)

Life....as we know it

So it's been forever and a day sice I blogged,but since nobody follows it yet,it's ok lol...YES I am laughing at myself!! so here is what's new, Tristen is 1 now! oh my what a handfull she is, learing to walk,and loves to get into everything....she is a curious little busybody!! She is still the most cutest kid I have ever seen, not being bias, everyone thinks so:) I have opened my own online boutique modeling service ,it's doing ok so far! he hubby has finally finished with college!! He is now working and we are hopefully moving soon, I am gonna miss my family soooo much ,I am use to them being a hop,skip, and jump away...not sure how I will adjust but the house we are hoping for is sooo much bigger,therfore so is the payment but we like it and the neighborhood seems great!!! crossing fingers

bad blogger!

Ok, ok I am a bad blogger! lol but it's ok because I have no followers so I can do pretty much anything I want lol....so my nieces are coming down next week they are 13 and 14 lol but it's more like 13 going on 8 and 14 going on 17 lol so they act and think! I love them dearly but they can be a handfull,especially with a 8 month old teething babygirl. I just hope my nerves can take it lol, I know they can , I really want to enjoy them while I can, before they are to cool to hang out with me lol. Me and my hubby want to start taking other niece and nephews for weekend visits but schedules are in the way for that because they all play sports and ther dad is a truck driver so we got to get them when we can, if it's possible for us,and so far that has not worked out lol but hopefully soon,especially before we move(if we do!) well yesterday we went to see Tristen's great gma (my husbands gma, on his father;'s side) we had a great time at gma.s with her and uncle Ken,he is gonna make my daughter a Razor back fan before it's over with lol, well we decided(using the term we very loosely because i didnt care for the idea, but whatever)to go over to where his dad and step mom live(with her mother) since his step mom's mother (ma-maw to my hubby)has never got to see our babygirl in person ,only pics! well they (his dad and step mom,) had their other grand kids(vicki's daughter's kids) over and the youngest one supposively has ADHD, or whatever it is, but that little girl, whooo let me tell ya! she was hyper,no doubt! but she kept running up to my daughter grabbing her and tring to play with her but WAY TO ROUGH! she would grab her arm and try to start slinging her ,I was like no,no,no, i stopped her and tried to be nice, then she would put her hands in her face on her mouth and just rub all over her face, again I was like umm no! you can't touch her in the face! and then the little SHIT! puts her hair in my daughter's face, ok that's it I STOOD UP WITH Tristen! gave my husband "THE LOOK" so hge was like ok, gotcha! while im standing this damn kid comes up and tries doing this stuff to her ,so I pushed her away from her said NO!THAT'S IT, IM DONE! and told my husband It's time to go! so I went out and put Tristen in her car seat and got in the car, FLAMING! then my husband was saying bye and told them they needed to calm that kid down(his step mom said no!,cn u believe that?) then he said now I got to go calm her (me) down, he got in the car,reassured me he was on my side,and that I did very good an was an excellent mother, A nd we both decided that if them grand-parents ever want to see Tristen ,well they will come over to gma's while we are visiting with her or they can make the hour and a half drive to see us ....ok im done !........OH OH OH!!!!! Tristen got her first booking through LDM!!! so now we just wait for her package to arrive,could take a few weeks!! but we are excited! hope we get something really cute!!! my little model! and she has her 2nd tooth coming in,

M.I.A. & Randomness

Ok I have been M.I.A. FOR A WHILE! lol but just so much going on ,I forget to get on here sometimes! Well there is talk about possibly moving! this could be a great thing, we will be a lttle further from family but it means more money and better home(bigger) so this is really good!!! Tristen really needs more room then what we have, I mean do not get me wrong,she has a goodsize room wth everything she needs, she has a huge fenced in yard , but the house is just so cramped we need space lol, I myself would love to have a bedroom my king size bed fits in with everything else i need in my room haha not like now where we had o make our den our living room and make our living room a bedroom yea im serious!....it's ridiculous! so come on August so I know what our future plans hold for us!!! On another note my babygirl is gonna be 1 year old in like 3 months, I just can't believe how fast time flew by!! so we have decided ,since i want such an extravagant 1st birthday,to start taking a little money each month that we have left (3) and buy a few things we need, so come September we are not strapped for cash and empty handed! we are thinking of getting a bounce house or water slide,but just not sure if we want to rent or buy...depends on rental prices! but im getting pretty excited about this!  On a completly depressing note: There have been so many babies dying lately ,it is so heart wrenching I have read about 4 babies myself and heard of aleast 3 more since Feb. it makes me more grateful for my daughter, but also scares the living crap out of me, I mean these babies go down for naps and "just die"? seriously ? and all they can come up with is sids? makes me ache for those mothers, how could "GOD" take them babies,they need to be with their mommy and daddy's I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND,AND I DONTWANNA HEAR THE CRAP"IT WAS THEIR TIME" OR GOD HAS A REASON!...WHATEVER,IT IS CRAP!   
on another note yep, this is what i meant by RANDOMNESS!...just read a story in the paper about a friend ,who i have not seen in years,and it's obvious he has not made good choices but I hear he was in a run in with the police,and apperantly tried to 'run them over" and they opened fire! so he ended up being shot multiple(5 is what i hear) times, shocks me to my very core, and i just hope(not pray,cause that never has helped me before) he makes it through, last i heard he was in bad shape but the paper says otherwise! ugh stupid cops would have opened fire on me and i think i would have made sure to run one over lol,yea im bad but dang! did they really need to shoot 5 x? i mean move your ass out of the way get in your car and chase him ya punks!
anyhooooo.......a little upset with a friend /family member of mine, she lied to me, and i don't care if it was a little white lie,pink blue green or orange...LYING IS LYING! and I do not tolerate it, nothing in life more than a lier,thief or dopehead that i can not stand or will i tolerate! so i had recently asked her to be my baby's god-mother but now im kinda questioning it, i mean if you lie,then you are a lier and  don't know what i can or can not rust you wth! sux but true! so sorry candy, but i think i am pulling that title for now, and i know you asked me to talk to you if we ever got mad at each other, but i think its better this way,because im still trying to figure out how i feel about it all!

ok im tired of typing and my babygirl is about to wake up so until next time, hopefully not that long this time hahaha...buh-bye
trisha

learn something new everyday!

Well I always loved the saying you learn something new everyday, because most days this is true!  However today I was not thrilled with what I learned although im happy to have the information now and very happy that I have already informed a few people through word of mouth! My daughter has been teething and let me just scream ahhhhhhhhhh , I know she is in pain,so what do i do? well I do what plenty of mothers before me have done(my mom did) I give her baby orajel, no problem,no biggie,right???? WRONG!!!!!http://www.snopes.com/medical/drugs/orajel.asp
CHECK THAT LINK OUT!
NO MORE ORAJEL FOR MY PRINCESS,I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE ODDS ,HER LIFE IS NOT WORTH THE CHANCE OF IT,JUST FOR A FEW MINUTES OF HER RELIEF,NO THANK YOU, I WILL STICK WITH TEETHING RINGS,COLD RAGS,MY FINGERS...MAYBE A LITTLE ACETAMINOPHEN , GONNA CHECK INTO THE TEETHING NECLACE.....BABY ORAJEL SHOULD BE PULLED FROM SHELVES!

catch up!

Ok gotta play catch up, since I did not blog yesterday or the day before???? don't remember if I did or not lol . Well I guess I took it ok when Tristen sat in the shopping cart although she likes to lean to her left and I really think them shopping cart covers could use more cushion! seriously! THINKING IM GONNA HAVE TO INVEST IN SOME SMALL THROW PILLOWS TO STUFF AROUND HER LOL .I was shocked how well she did at Jalapeno tree today in the highchair, I think she was so excited she kept trying to grab everything!!! mostly the tortilla chips lol but she settled for mommy's guacamole and sour cream:)...Iknow what you might be thinking,but the girl WILL NOT EAT BABYFOOD!PERIOD! I have got her to eat the toddler oatmeal w/ banana's and just found out she LOVES gerber yogurt,banana/vanilla flavor so far! she can put them down lol...but that's asfar as it goes for her then she wants big people food,ugh gonna have to start using my new blender hahahaa, well tomorrow she has to go back to the DR. for a check-up, she just got over being sick! so im hoping all is well again,and she put back on the few oz. she lost...we shall see!!! til tomorrow,goodnight!

should be sleeping!

well its 2:31 A.M. I so should be sleeping right now, before my daughter wakes up and I don't get too, but today was just a long busy day and this is my way of winding down:)....so we slept in til noon(which was great! then had a trip to Tyler so my hubby could get a few things done for school and work...blah! but had to be done,we went to get out of the house lol, usually we only get to do that on weekends so we took this oppertunity! well today my daughter graduated from my little baby,to my big baby, she no longer fits in her carrier so we had to invest in the bigger 'car seat", not the kind you can carry her around in:(...so I also invested in the shopping cart /high chair cover:( im gonna be freaking out the next time we get out to go somewhere!!!! and also today i noticed a little tiny white spot on her bottom gums.....could it be??? is it soooo????? maybe just maybe she will have a tooth soon!!!!! sure would explain her extreme crankyness lately lol, or maybe that's where she takes after me bahahah lol....can't believe my baby will be 8 months old next friday, ugh that 1 year b,day is getting closer and closer!!! well good morning good night ...whatever lol;)