bad blogger!

Ok, ok I am a bad blogger! lol but it's ok because I have no followers so I can do pretty much anything I want lol....so my nieces are coming down next week they are 13 and 14 lol but it's more like 13 going on 8 and 14 going on 17 lol so they act and think! I love them dearly but they can be a handfull,especially with a 8 month old teething babygirl. I just hope my nerves can take it lol, I know they can , I really want to enjoy them while I can, before they are to cool to hang out with me lol. Me and my hubby want to start taking other niece and nephews for weekend visits but schedules are in the way for that because they all play sports and ther dad is a truck driver so we got to get them when we can, if it's possible for us,and so far that has not worked out lol but hopefully soon,especially before we move(if we do!) well yesterday we went to see Tristen's great gma (my husbands gma, on his father;'s side) we had a great time at gma.s with her and uncle Ken,he is gonna make my daughter a Razor back fan before it's over with lol, well we decided(using the term we very loosely because i didnt care for the idea, but whatever)to go over to where his dad and step mom live(with her mother) since his step mom's mother (ma-maw to my hubby)has never got to see our babygirl in person ,only pics! well they (his dad and step mom,) had their other grand kids(vicki's daughter's kids) over and the youngest one supposively has ADHD, or whatever it is, but that little girl, whooo let me tell ya! she was hyper,no doubt! but she kept running up to my daughter grabbing her and tring to play with her but WAY TO ROUGH! she would grab her arm and try to start slinging her ,I was like no,no,no, i stopped her and tried to be nice, then she would put her hands in her face on her mouth and just rub all over her face, again I was like umm no! you can't touch her in the face! and then the little SHIT! puts her hair in my daughter's face, ok that's it I STOOD UP WITH Tristen! gave my husband "THE LOOK" so hge was like ok, gotcha! while im standing this damn kid comes up and tries doing this stuff to her ,so I pushed her away from her said NO!THAT'S IT, IM DONE! and told my husband It's time to go! so I went out and put Tristen in her car seat and got in the car, FLAMING! then my husband was saying bye and told them they needed to calm that kid down(his step mom said no!,cn u believe that?) then he said now I got to go calm her (me) down, he got in the car,reassured me he was on my side,and that I did very good an was an excellent mother, A nd we both decided that if them grand-parents ever want to see Tristen ,well they will come over to gma's while we are visiting with her or they can make the hour and a half drive to see us ....ok im done !........OH OH OH!!!!! Tristen got her first booking through LDM!!! so now we just wait for her package to arrive,could take a few weeks!! but we are excited! hope we get something really cute!!! my little model! and she has her 2nd tooth coming in,

M.I.A. & Randomness

Ok I have been M.I.A. FOR A WHILE! lol but just so much going on ,I forget to get on here sometimes! Well there is talk about possibly moving! this could be a great thing, we will be a lttle further from family but it means more money and better home(bigger) so this is really good!!! Tristen really needs more room then what we have, I mean do not get me wrong,she has a goodsize room wth everything she needs, she has a huge fenced in yard , but the house is just so cramped we need space lol, I myself would love to have a bedroom my king size bed fits in with everything else i need in my room haha not like now where we had o make our den our living room and make our living room a bedroom yea im serious!....it's ridiculous! so come on August so I know what our future plans hold for us!!! On another note my babygirl is gonna be 1 year old in like 3 months, I just can't believe how fast time flew by!! so we have decided ,since i want such an extravagant 1st birthday,to start taking a little money each month that we have left (3) and buy a few things we need, so come September we are not strapped for cash and empty handed! we are thinking of getting a bounce house or water slide,but just not sure if we want to rent or buy...depends on rental prices! but im getting pretty excited about this!  On a completly depressing note: There have been so many babies dying lately ,it is so heart wrenching I have read about 4 babies myself and heard of aleast 3 more since Feb. it makes me more grateful for my daughter, but also scares the living crap out of me, I mean these babies go down for naps and "just die"? seriously ? and all they can come up with is sids? makes me ache for those mothers, how could "GOD" take them babies,they need to be with their mommy and daddy's I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND,AND I DONTWANNA HEAR THE CRAP"IT WAS THEIR TIME" OR GOD HAS A REASON!...WHATEVER,IT IS CRAP!   
on another note yep, this is what i meant by RANDOMNESS!...just read a story in the paper about a friend ,who i have not seen in years,and it's obvious he has not made good choices but I hear he was in a run in with the police,and apperantly tried to 'run them over" and they opened fire! so he ended up being shot multiple(5 is what i hear) times, shocks me to my very core, and i just hope(not pray,cause that never has helped me before) he makes it through, last i heard he was in bad shape but the paper says otherwise! ugh stupid cops would have opened fire on me and i think i would have made sure to run one over lol,yea im bad but dang! did they really need to shoot 5 x? i mean move your ass out of the way get in your car and chase him ya punks!
anyhooooo.......a little upset with a friend /family member of mine, she lied to me, and i don't care if it was a little white lie,pink blue green or orange...LYING IS LYING! and I do not tolerate it, nothing in life more than a lier,thief or dopehead that i can not stand or will i tolerate! so i had recently asked her to be my baby's god-mother but now im kinda questioning it, i mean if you lie,then you are a lier and  don't know what i can or can not rust you wth! sux but true! so sorry candy, but i think i am pulling that title for now, and i know you asked me to talk to you if we ever got mad at each other, but i think its better this way,because im still trying to figure out how i feel about it all!

ok im tired of typing and my babygirl is about to wake up so until next time, hopefully not that long this time hahaha...buh-bye
trisha